I have unwritten rules for myself: don't write a blog or anything when it's time approaching my period, it's usually heavily influenced by my mood swings and I ended up writing something I'll regret later.
But tonight I break the rule. I'm in the mood to blog and because I know not many people read this blog nowadays anyways, I feel free to write anything that has passed my mind.
Last month, just after I got my first job here in Singapore, my husband had an interview with someone from the old place and most likely we will move back to Geneva next year.
Next year .. gosh, it means 4 more months? how could I let my new employer know about this? or maybe I shouldn't let them know anything in a first place. We still don't know the exact date and we're still waiting for the written confirmation about the transfer.
I'm also waiting for a good news for my books, hopefully next week after their meeting with the marketing division. I'm full of hope. I can finally see my own path .. and the news about moving out again sounds irrelevant to me, to my own struggling dreams! but we must follow the captain, this boat must keep on sailing .. to the west we go, if we must.
I just have to .... go where the wind blows. I'll find something there to keep me busy and happy, like I always do. I'll create my own happiness, I don't need to depend on anyone or anything for that. I just need to struggle again that's all ....